"Untitled Story" -
Part 2
A weekly-updated story by Truston Aillet, Studio 8 Writer
June 9, 2005
Packing took longer than I anticipated. There was so much I
wanted to bring to Catfish Stevens, to share with him, to give to him, but I
only had the square space of one small suitcase. The proper selection of
items to be discarded and of those to keep was a process I don’t have words
to describe. Finally, however, there came a point when it was all over, and
at that juncture in history, it was time to go.
Only one thing
stopped me. A third letter arrived in the mail. It was written in the sloppy
paste of a bull’s manure on a form of paper made from weaving and thatching
hay together in wonderful inter-locking patterns. It said only: “If you find
me, I may do little in rejoicing to see you. I may spin and spin and spin
like a butterfly with a single powdered, painted wing. A butterfly such as
that is destined to die. I also may enjoy being found.”
What struck me
like thunder rolling across the plains was not in what was said in the
letter, for I had made up my mind to go, but the fact that there was, for
the first time, a return address. It was postmarked from New York City, but
I was certain that that particular address was no more than a process point
from the letter’s origin in China.
You see, my
mother worked for the postal service for the duration of her life, spending
several of my high school years in a letter processing and transferal
department. She used to sing to me at night while I took long baths in
de-oxygenated water of her hard days at what she called, the LP and TD. I
sat with her in her office on many of my homework-stuffed evenings and
watched her sort and relay envelopes that came into the United States from
places whose addresses weren’t considered worthy of national intra-state
travel.
It was through
her that I acquired my first pen pal, a paralyzed girl who lived in a tribal
community in the Andes Mountains and who was kept alive because she fell
into a well and was forgotten. We wrote for many years until the water level
rose above her nostrils and the swimming lizards had their way with her
flesh.
During our
most fevered writing periods, we spoke often about Catfish Stevens and we
allowed ourselves the mutual dream of one day meeting and lobbying him to
abolish either paralysis or deep stone wells. In her traditionally pagan and
pre-modern culture, as well as her lack in the knowledge of the civilized
world, not to mention her immediate confined and isolated setting, there was
no way for my pen pal to know that those things couldn’t happen, so I
allowed the dream to flourish.
And now, after
many years, though I wouldn’t be bringing absurd requests, I would, however,
be fulfilling some part of my young dream - I was on my way to meet Catfish
Stevens. But there was something I had to do before I left.
On a piece of
double-sided tape, with a melted crayon, I wrote back to my idol and what I
now considered my newest pen pal.
“C.S.,” I
wrote, “you are my favorite author and a great poet. I have never read your
poetry, except where it applies to your fiction, for example, as in the
book, ‘Dawn of the Thunderbreath’ where you quote from one of your own
poems. Others have been a more reliable source of information concerning you
poetry, others who have read it in wonderful detail and say to me things
like, ‘He writes really well’ and ‘You should read some of this’ and ‘…a
celebrated poet, let’s hope his miserable books can catch up to his poetry’.
Things are great here, in my own life and in the life of the nation. Your
exodus into China was brilliantly covered on the local news. I cried a lot
lately. Don’t worry about it. I’m still limp but I’m working on that. Will
you please write a book about me?”
Upon
conclusion, I wrapped the tape around a baseball made in Taiwan and threw it
into the river that flows behind my laboratory, where, because of some
classes I took in my failed attempt at college, I knew it would flow into
some other mighty river that would flow into an even greater river that
would eventually flow into the ocean and ride the currents all the way to
the South China Sea. There, I assumed a wandering fisherman would pluck the
ball from the river like an eagle would snag a trout too close to the
surface, and the old wise man, after a long fruitless day without so much as
a nibble, would send the ball through the proper Chinese channels to a place
he feels might be its source...
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